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Sunday, August 24, 2008 @ 10:02 pm
 ripped from qixuan's blog. (: reply to shasha's tag.
@ 1:49 pm
Hello YUSHASHA! surprised to see your name here? anyways, about the 'hate myself' post that i wrote in the airport ya, i think i was emo and down that time and out of impulse i wrote that post, but now i think everything is alright so i don feel that same way anymore, yeah, and thanks for responding to my emo post, and u know the museum is fun, the first part only luh, cos it's divided into periods of SG's history, theres the Sang Ni La UTAMA period, then raffles, then Kuan Yew's period, the 3rd part is not very interesting, (smirks) oh it's cheap also, lesser than movie ticket! 5 dollars! anws, ya must go! (: anws,to all: mug hard for exams! can one la! late museum post.
Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 11:02 pm
National Museum of Singapore is a kick-ass place manxzxz! and the company i went with kick-ass even more! (: it's an interesting place to go, $5 dollars per student, then you get to learn abt singapore's history from sang nila utama's time, till Lee Kuan Yew's time, it's really cool, theres this digital companion you get with you then ya, photos will give a better view of the place.     oh ya thats the company i went with, see the lights at the btm, it's the digital companion thingy, quite cool. thats all for the museum post, next outing will be FLYER! (: cya! oh and to vanessa and the fortnight clique, go out next friday luh! after prelims alr! can ask all to come, hahaha! (: PLS BEAR WITH THE SKIN FOR A WHILE
Saturday, August 16, 2008 @ 5:26 pm
sorry, i let my cousin meddle with the skin and im a noob at these, so please bear with the irritating photos there, TSK SO PAISEH! yes credits to irene. =/evina's blog personality test, thanks evina.
@ 3:16 pm
new skin
Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 11:20 pm
yes, the title says it, new skin, new beginnings, and yeah, comment on skin is welcomed. (:love
Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 8:07 pm
i feel extremely fulfilled today. and pip is happier now. ((:family?
Thursday, August 07, 2008 @ 7:01 pm
i really feel connected at times of loneliness with the giants and figures in literature. oh anyways, this national day is gonna be a special one, guess why? because my paternal family has decided, (extended family) to hold a gathering at some aunt's house, which is good. although i feel excited thinking about it, but i know i shouldn't think this way, but im thinking to myself not to get my hopes too high. For i think some people wouldn't be there. for a start, my nuclear family has one member unwilling to go. like wtf? not mentioning any names here, but really, what happened to blood ties and kinship? oh, and i rmb at CNY, the last time we met, people were all so superficial. i yearn for an extended family. why? because it's 热闹. yeah, cant believe it huh, oh i sure hope to see my like this year then discovered and only God-sister. (: anticipated. (no she is only primary 6, im not a pedophile.) anyway,i really think i should not carry on blindly but i cant help it. infatuated. FUCK. (i think i really shouldn't end the post that way) so more about my God-sister. I have like known her since she was young. yet, i didn't know she's my half sibling. then, being the ultimate asshole that i am, towards young kids, i bullied her, like to the extent that she didn't dare to come into the playroom to play, oh the playroom was my bedroom. okay not getting sick but yah, then i allowed all the other cousins to come in but not her, =x anws, i got abit like perplexed when i grew older 15-17, that why this cousin so scared of me. lols. then during this CNY i realised, she said i bullied her alot so she's damn afraid of me, but not now i guess, oh then my dad told me she's my godsibling, my ah ma arranged it, she says im the only child, wants to give me a sibling, well although i only see her once or at most twice a year, im so gonna spoil her, LOL! (be nice to her during the next gathering) okay back to econs mugging. (don disappoint me, family) fuck
Wednesday, August 06, 2008 @ 9:48 pm
fuck, i want to rest and study but i have to respond to my call to duty.Friends > studies? and i need to 'concentrate'? FUCK NO! WHAT HAPPENED TO RELENTLESS FOCUS? and youth relationships are starting to lose their sheen. everyone is getting a heartache because of it. and I, shall not, but am still affected by that fucking emotion. (im starting to talk like the girl on the bus.) LOL. anyways, i set my sights on it, and im gonna get it. bye to all. unproductive
@ 9:42 pm
okay shit everyone around me is afraid and fucking worried abt the a's and i am not, instead i am worrying about stuffs that i should not be even entertaining thoughts about. okay fuck it, im going to sleep and wake up early tmr to continue.airport
Monday, August 04, 2008 @ 8:11 pm
u know, recently i've been going to the airport and looking at those people leaving this piece of land for other lands have made me realise how big the world really is. and i really yearn to leave this land, on a trip to wherever my legs bring me. and my destination? quoth Stella, a place where i get accepted. There is this sense of injustice in me that makes me feel that i should have been born a better person, or at least bred a better one. Well, my mediocre countenance and altitude. Besides this, i feel very sore whenever people go woah look at that person, (and exclaims how apt that person is in some field of expertise) and i feel extremely inferior whenever that happens, for i am not bred/born with these skills or talents. yes, flying away will not solve my problems, it is human to judge and whenever there's humans, i will be compared with and judged. hence, i seek solace in my friends. those who i trust in and feel comfort with, yet, most if not all of them have talents and whenever im with them i just feel that i suck. okay (junkai is behaving like a gigantic pussy) and i have many things others might not get to enjoy, relatively good family, not so smart not so stupid intellect, and i guess thats all.someday, i will find someone, who would accept me for the person that i am. when will that day come, when i can find Biddy? but for now i shall pin my hopes on Estella. Why Pip (as in the Charles Dickens Pip) love Estella that much and is willing to be a gentleman to get her? Will someone answer my question? just be yourself, Mr Beasley
@ 4:11 pm
airport has become my studyland nowadays. and it's quite productive yet draining on the wallet. anyways, im so much better with my emotions. u know, Corrinne May is really my idol now, although someone close introed her to me in the past i didnt really listen to her songs, but now i realise she's some good shit. so yeah enjoy the playlist. (: back to work!mend her heart.
Saturday, August 02, 2008 @ 5:47 pm
time: 17.45date: 2/8/08 location: changi airport T-3 coffeebean mood: depressed post objective: comfort another's soul. dear friend: events really happen one after another, life is so unpredictable, lives have been turned upside-down, inside-out. sometimes fate just love to make fun of us. nonetheless, i believe that we have to deal with what life throws at us with whatever resources we have. Yes, i know the feeling of not being able to change the way things are and just looking at your loved ones mourn. But, we still have to get on with life. i'm sorry to hear about it, even sorrier than the rejection and the sense of hopelessness i was dealt with minutes before i heard the news. the resources we have, hope, friendship, and faith, will lead us through, and if you or anyone u love need a helping hand, don hesitate to call on me, and i'll be here for you, anytime. and i feel bad for being unable to help you, just as you feel for your friend. thank you for telling me what i want to know, your secrets. junkai. your ever concerned friend. |
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