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off day. 30/12/06
Sunday, December 31, 2006 @ 1:17 am
today was again my day off, so i went out with Rowell. we were supposed to meet at one. but she was late. but it was alright. and we went to walk around deciding what shall we eat for lunch. So we decided to go to Kopitiam when Amelia called and said she'd come to visit as her date was late. I lied to Rowell that I misplaced the movie tickets. Then when she knew the truth, she was so angry. But she's nice and Amelia took her mind off things. Anyway, we waited for Amelia despite us not having our breakfast. We are nice people and i showed some tricks for Amelia and Rowell when she came. Then i went on to order food for Rowell. After lunch, we went to shop for batteries and we accompanied Amelia for awhile till the movie starts. No popcorn for me, Rowell says she felt too full, but i guess it's due to the fact that she does not want to feed me. We ordered coke. (I don take coke) but i didn't complain. Then we went in. Movie was Night at the museum, I watched it before, but i didn't mind watching it again with Rowell. x) She could tell i was emo-ing. Then upon seeing her smile, i cheered up. She has this special ability to cheer people up. At one point of the movie i really felt like bursting out and just felt like crying. I don't know why. I even prayed in the midst of the movie. (I'm not telling what i prayed for) After the movie, Rowell called up Amelia and said she wanted to meet up, and we went to search for them. Then, Zhi hui smsed me to say that she saw me at ps. Then Rowell saw Amelia 's date. I forgot the name, she called out Amelia's name, but she didn't come down to meet us up. Then Rowell got angry and was grumbling all the way to Serangoon. We got back there. Found an empty seat at the void deck. I taught her magic and chatted. Actually, i was damn sad throughout the conversation. Because of her saying: We'll be great friends, but not lovers. I managed to conceal my emotions. And kept the conversation going. Then, she wanted to leave, but i managed to secure some extra time with her, i know I was being selfish and she wanted to leave for home, but she was nice and she went for a walk with me. Then, I walked her to the bus interchange where we parted the first time we met. My LDF, but not hers. Then I went back. I thought I would go crazy alone, so i found Ziting, my all time bestie. She just got off work, and we went eating at Mos Burger. Then I went home, and started up the comp to see if she's online. While i changed and indeed, she was online. She talked to me. Cheered me up a little, but what she said later only made me feel worse. Far worse. She said she feared I'd be wasting my time and said I would be hopeless together, but i can be able to be her best friend and had no special feelings for me. I don't know how to continue blogging, then finally jon replied me, told me about being unable to force love. And not to siam, and continue being her friend, he's a really nice guy. =) then she went offline without saying goodbye, and did not even reply my sms. Somebody please help me. I really don't know what to do to change her mind, I just can hope that someday, she will change her mind. I miss her. She misses her friends. Not me. gtg. blog another day.xl
Friday, December 29, 2006 @ 2:48 am
im hungry.27-12-06
@ 2:29 am
finally after my long working days. i can finally have an off day. so i went out with huiwen. she brought her fren along. rowell. =D so we met at ard 2 sth. i was late. as usual. den we went on to marina square. initially, me and huiwen were lik ganging up on rowell. we kept suaning her, though she didn notice much. =x anws. den we went to the kopitiam to eat pasta. me and rowell got pasta. while huiwen got her own korean big fish. with rice on a metal bowl. how nice. xD anws. tt was when i got closer to rowell. oh my. i LOVE her voice! anws. after lunch, we wen to walk walk. and to shop for huiwen's present. and then, we went on to meet my partner, jonathan. then taught him some tricks. den lent him my black tigers. sad. anws. after teaching. he left and me huiwen and rowell went for movies. we all settled on charlotte's web. den we bought the tix, and went to some sofas to sit. and huiwen took fotos of herself. zilianing. (usual) and we bought popcorn =))))) me and rowell wanted swit. but huiwen wanted salted. so we decided to eat le den gif huiwen at the movie. den watched movie. quite interesting. as i din read the book. and rowell was lik saying shes wilbur. awwws. den it was cold in the cinema. so.................... yeah. xD after the show. went to serangoon to ear macs. =/ but was nice. had a fun tym preventing rowell from falling. den i ate. she drank. and we took some fotos. then we parted. (i still think of her now) URGH! reached home. talked on the fone with rowell. den slept.no more =D
Monday, December 18, 2006 @ 11:48 pm
finally. ive the mood to update this blog. aight. tmr im gg to celebrate MY birthday! cant wait. =) 1st: meet at 1230 at tiong bahru macs2nd: eat at rajah inn steamboat 3rd: go dota! 4th: drinking perhaps? 5th: bowling? (after im drunk?) XD anws. my birthday wishlist is out! 1st: a new bagpack 2nd: a new sling bag 3rd: cap 4th: new found glory disc 5th: box of gui hua green tea 6th: blackforest cake! hahas. im asking for too much. =/ anws. happy bday to manying! and tmr's wanping's bday. and 20th. it's mine! hahaha. oh yeah. i share the same day as amelia's dad and hanchong. =/ how lucky. =///// |
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