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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 10:48 pm
i feel like Pip.let me tell you why. i think recently changes have again unsettled my life and im really not accustomed with this. and i met Estella the other day, on my way back home, she was with the company of Sarah Pocket and another whom i don't know. I was familiar with her, for when i was younger i always talked to her, until one day when she met Miss H, her heart became hard. I didn't really bother about Estella then and she met another guy, Drummle, fortunately i don know this Drummle in person but i know he is at where Magwitch was deported to, educating himself. And, poor Estella devoted her all, for she was arranged to marry Drummle, or she already did, but he had to leave her, all alone, unable to take anymore blows, she swore not to love nor let love again. here i am, poor Pip, trying to resurrect her dead heart but to no avail. I feel that my heart is being wounded and cut in my process. i don't know how long can Pip last, but i hope Time will heal Estella and she and Pip could live happily ever after. poor Biddy, but then again, She is NOT Biddy. byebye. (this post should be understandable to Dickens's fans!) emo
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 6:21 pm
i don know why but i have never felt this way before.sheltered
Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 9:12 pm
Corrinne May:Shelter What's wrong, whats getting you down Is it something I might have said? You're walking around with your head to the ground and your eyes are watery red I know you've been through tough times Kicked around, thrown to the ground but you've always been the strong one So don't tell me that nobody gets you 'cause I'm standing in your corner Knocking at your door You don't have to be alone Just call my name Let me be an answer 'cause it hurts me to see you this way I wanna ease your pain Help me understand Let me be your shelter my friend We share a bond You and I we belong We're like coffee and morning trains You strip my defenses I catch your pretenses The same blood runs through our veins I swore I'd be your lifeline Made a vow that I'd surround you with love at every milestone I'll listen when nobody gets you I'm still standing in your corner Waiting by your door You don't have to be alone Just call my name Let me be an answer 'cause it hurts me to see you this way I wanna ease your pain Help me understand Let me be your shelter my friend It was not too long ago You sought to understand You helped me mend Remember when So promise me you'll Call my name Let me be an answer 'cause it hurts me to see you this way I wanna ease your pain Help me understand Let me be your shelter my friend. thanks alot for the song! people go listen to the song i put on my blog, it's very very beautiful. and to her who is reading this, i'm sorry i cant be your shelter. It is tough, but i didn't want things to go this way. and beppu-ed with close friend today, first time with her, so strange to her, so familiar to me. but no, no more heart breaks. I ain't gna do a Miss H. i still feel that you are the right one for me, you who was there with me throughout. beppu lavander hawker centre 5 head market fish soup mos burger ben & jerry's ghim moh chicken pie there is still much more you and i haven tried. you understand me most. but. can we go sakura? do u think i am fooling around or im crazy? for just one last time. went to church today and the message was, God take control of every moment of my life. so i guess i was walking like headless chicken ytd with my friend. yeah, anyways, thank You for being there for me, my everlasting pillar of support. leaving someone out
Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 1:12 pm
oh i realised i left someone out.to patient, thanks for being such a good companion these days. AND I MISSED PERFECT CUT FINAL EPISODE. ))))))))))))): antagonist
@ 12:49 pm
i suddenly realised that although we live in the same place called Earth, but we live in different worlds of our own. Fiction has always inspired people of all ages, races, religion and i have to say that i realised we all are protagonists in our own novels and antagonists in others. and now at this point of my life, many unexpected twists and turns have taken place. Anarchy amidst calm has manifested in my life, as well as some of my friends.and to my dear old friend who might or might not be reading this, i hope you are well and please do cheer up although u might feel extremely upset changes have taken root due to external factors all around. please take care, let me know if u need any help, anything i can do, i'll try my best. and to my sweet and good natured old friend who has been around me recently, thank you for being so comforting to me, and for all the concern that u have shown me, i knew missed opportunities have changed our lives. which explains what i am trying to do. Yet your good has caused me to lose myself that i have misplaced my beliefs and changed the way i think. Nonetheless thank you for being here. AND THANKS ALOT TO SHASHA for the Kinder B. and LINDA for your concern. and to another of my dear friend, who has made H1 chinese lessons in PAE super interesting for me, although im the only one from my PAE class who attends the lessons, if u see this, im sure u will, please let me know if u need anything, although i never heard of the afflicted heart was healed by filling the stomach, chocolates still make people happy. but if u need a listening ear, u know what to do. but i hope this day wont come, that i become your friend in need. and... (weekends ARE enjoyable!) and to that special someone, , im sorry but i want to move on. i hope u can too. no matter what, i'll treasure all that u have given me. my neck is a living reminder of your existence. i miss you still. looking on the brighter side, i should not emo anymore for if i were my father, i wouldn't want my son to be emo. for You i will cheer up! so...... and WOOO, I'm going out with 2 girls and NUMBOY later. CYA! :D and to myself, PLEASE TAKE CONTROL! (shit) lack of determination
Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 9:04 pm
okay im sorry people i succumbed to temptation and switched on the time consuming computer. i just feel that i need to update everyone about my recent ups, and downs. study stress is starting to get to me, i feel the urge to start to pick up my notes already. yes, i just finished one econs mock exam today and i feel that im gna fail if i were to take the a's now. and tmr theres a math mock exam. hopefully i'll scrape a pass, although my fundamentals are weak, but im hoping to get a S, at the very least. oh and im happy with my SEAsian history. but then need more practice.enough about my school life, recently this show on channel u, 'Perfect Cut' i think it's really a good show, reflective of the values that this modern society lacks, and adopts. anws, it's ending in two days, and i feel anyone with a low self esteem should watch it. the song kicks ass too! and, im a single and unhappy man now. commitment sounds like a big word. yes it is. well, if u aren't happy recently with the status quo which had remained for a long period of time, would u change it? i did it. and now i feel that i miss her i was on the bus home today when i saw this couple, yes, jealousy? maybe not, but definitely, it triggered alot of thoughts and memories. the bus ride home was definitely cold. for me, but not for the couple. thank you friend for saying goodbye to me on the bus. i really appreciated that wave. im on talking terms with stella again. feels really great. have fun in genting stella! (: i feel so empty. although my days are packed full. fri : maths test till 5pm meet vanessa and sec sch gang for movie. sat: studying with phyllis and her friend (:, and me and my handsome NUM friend. LOL sun: church with weijian, wanping and God. yes, i hope this prodigal son of Yours will return to You for good. thank you evina, keli, and qixuan for being there to listen. lastly, i shouldn be online, as pointed out by cousin. so byebye! focus
Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 10:15 pm
FOUR DAY WEEK SYSTEM!my dear friends and readers, please note that Lim Jun Kai will not be logging online to access the worldwideweb anymore on Mondays - Thursdays, please be a kind soul and kindly 'remind' him to log off the computer and get his ass to work. thanks so much. I love you and miss you, internet. ): eulogy
Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 9:56 pm
    You once told me, that we shall always be, and nothing will stop us, from dawn to dusk. Then came the plague that stemmed from us, that, like the tower of Babel, set us apart. We had different goals, different priorities, which caused our love's demise. the gap is widening, you and Me. we have come, to a phase, where speech has gone dumb. where words have lost their definition, like a Sun that's lost her heat. This isn't a plea, just an eulogy, for this little link we shared, this link, abused and hurt by friction, and here it lies, in the little box, just like little plant we seeded, a 13 pound box. a pound for every month .  cold war
Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 10:16 pm
cold war, i hate it when u don bother, i don want to bother too. it's fine if we don contact each other. but u know i miss you. damn you for making me feel this way. loves.HELL
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 @ 9:18 pm
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