TRUTH the daughter of Time
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 9:41 pm
rmb the time when i just went to sec four and the start of the year, some major change happened to me and i just got paralysed, not out of my will but something like, as if i have been tied up by shackles and these shackles are cut. this feeling is very very terrible. just like those bears the CHina ppl lock up to retrieve their gall or sth. when these bears are liberated, they just move back and forth, back and forth, as if not knowing what to do. and nothing u can do will stop it from repeating this movement. living under such conditions for such prolonged periods have made the bears to have such tendencies, and i guess im like that bear right now, as when i was sec 4. fortunately, i was blessed with great friends like sk and ppl that pulled me up. and luckily that didn't affect my olvls. however, here i am, faced with another challenge, the A's! time really flies, but history repeats itself. although things appear to be resolved, things can never be the same anymore. and what i used to behave and think, are no longer how i can behave. sounds confusing. oh my, im really confounded by all that bullsh*t happening, and as usual, i wish for a time machine. just stop time and let me rest in the comfort of inertia.old habits die hard. but once u kick the habit, it's hard to get addicted again, i hope. |
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