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Sunday, March 30, 2008 @ 10:00 pm
my friend told me today, live your life without regrets, then heres the big question, how to?my mother told me, she has never seen me 'du shu' (read book) thru the night before. i told my mother, i have lor, harry potter! she said it's not studying, must study those that are taught in school. now im thinking, do we live to study or am i merely studying to live. it is true, if i don study, my future in singapore is gna be bleak. (im not gna say what your parents always tell you, or if u are a parent, u know the lecture abt how studying is good for your future.) but, my question is, how do u want to live your life? if i were to, be like my friend, live life without regrets, shouldn't i study hard now, and have a bright future, provided i get good grades ya? but, do i only live to live a good life? for eventually i'll die. what do i want out of a stable life, growing up to be a young adult, going to NS, university, career, retirement, death. which phase of my life am i working to? or is life about enjoying the process of death? im in doubt, for my religion would encourage me to live a different life, a life of spiritual development. yet that is not what i am going to live for. and with that in mind, i'll surely go to hell. so, from what i am now, till going to NS, university, career, retirement, death, there is another added phase of 'life', Heaven/Hell. but bearing that in mind, establishing a r/s with God is what is impt and why don we just die and go to Heaven/Hell. IF LIVING IS ABOUT LIVING LIFE WITHOUT REGRETS, AND THAT WHAT U DID, U KNEW U DID YOUR BEST. then why am i doing what i am doing now? i have many dreams to achieve before my right to live gets confiscated. i want to tour the world, see napoleon's statue, visit London bridge, see the Pyramids, scale the foot of the Alps, feed the wild animals in Africa, make friends with the China comrades, eat authentic sushi and udon. i want to make friends and make my friends i have now happy, i want to go for coffee sessions with them, i want to try clubbing with my cousins, i want to go pubbing with my 'brothers'. i want to make my parents happy and let them know that im not a bad son after all, i want to let them know that slogging hard to feed me is worth every damn penny. i want to marry my loved, i want her to experience all these with me, and more. i want to make her happy, and let her not regret as well. i want to go to Heaven, i want to know God, and be his forever. then, after doing all these, i want to die. then, living my life without regrets means dying with all your dreams accomplished, then why am i studying? shouldn't i be working parttime in France now? or perhaps in church? if God made all these wonderful things on Earth, shouldn't He let us enjoy them before he takes us away? if only, i could accomplish them, for if i do, im not gna regret my life. but sadly, im not dead yet, and theres so many chances for me to accomplish them, yet, God has given me the choice to choose, and i have to revise for econs now, as theres a test tmr, -.- what a letdown, and i feel much better. (: thanks for reading, i love the world. giraffes are cute. (: disable me!
@ 8:26 pm
let me be blind so i can feel,let me be deaf so i wont be distracted, let me be mute so i wont hurt, let me be dead so i wont judge. random post
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 10:14 pm
im so bored now im gonna blog about all the random thoughts in my mind @ 26 MARCH 2008 1028pm Singapore time.firstly, i would like to mention about myself being very entertained by some blogs which i came across online, which i think is damn funny, if u want the blog add, pls let me know, i'll share the joy. but it let me realise that God is fair. The blogger is wow, a model and if u read the posts, you will discover another depth in her. LOL. anyways, that set me thinking that God is fair, i mean, thank GOD FOR LETTING ME HAVE A FAIR STANDARD OF ENGLISH. yet, im short. Sad. but i have a comfortable family, and i have this very wonderful girlfriend, and my circle of friends. SEE, GOD IS FAIR. but, some ppl are just RICH, GOODLOOKING, and SMART. like my cousin. but then, maybe she has her own difficulties? like, that time my other cousin was like saying, 'pretty, smart, rich, but short life' (touchwood) but really, surely there is something fair abt life man. okay next, now huh, i have to comment that ppl usually have this courage boost online, like, it's easier for most to express their love and liking online, thru msn and stuff, and blogs are a way to vent frustration which bloggers normally don dare to voice out directly to the source of their annoyances. most who know me shld alr know what direction is this paragraph heading to. anws, i feel that some ppl online have the moral fibre to approach their friend's or a stranger's blog to post profanities or defamatory words to disrupt the blogger's life, so, yah, seriously, firstly, if there's sth u have against or comments u wish to let the blogger know, just put your msg across in a polite manner, or u can put the issue across with your stuff to back up your claim abt the blogger or anyone. (even the police wont go ard catching ppl without proof ya?) anws, yup, be nice and others will be nice upon u too. im sure, that would make the world a better place. (: next, back to the first random thought, u know, come to think of it, life is like dota. like, we are all given attributes which contribute to our identity. differing factors like looks, brains, money, character, blah blah, if you were to have only two, what would they be? looks will fade (despite botox and surgery) money will be depleted brains only get smarter (but what's the use if you are smart but u are unhappy?) character (sadly, society nowadays often don regard character as the top priority.) come on, post your comments! ((: sorry for the random post. take care. Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 8:17 pm
HELLO PEOPLE! as promised, im blogging abt the photos i took during my grandpa's bday celebration. ENJOY! anws, these photos are for my family. (: but if u like it then well, u are welcome to see these. (: cousin Jenny  Cousin Joyce!  my mum!  see, the whole family is helping out the cooking  my biggest uncle's wife!  The preps in order  see the food, 8kg or pork, 5 kg of prawns!  this is just a portion of the food.  i think is 20 pieces of tofu   the curry chicken and all the food.  all the food!  really alot luh.  Jenny and Irene.  Da yi, grandpa, mama  jenny, irene.  irene's such a camwhore.  look at jenny.  look at her again.  see, camwhore. -.-  the next generation of the family. (:  oh i made that lil boy cry. i seriously did.  irene will surely ask me to delete this pic  randomly taking pictures. i was really bored then  oh the mother is comforting the lil crying kid  irene's side view. HAHA  everyone loves a crying child  the elusive photographer and his cousin.  candid shot  so pretty  camwhoreing...   i just love candid shots!  SEE MY COUSIN! next few shots will be some feature shots of my cousin!          u see, we were like taking photos ard, that explains how bored we are.  again.  and again, John!  we all love our lil cousins.  daddy  cousin joyce  so cute cousin!  now we are sick of photos, but it's the birthday song time! (:  oh, i forgot to mention it's another cousin's bday celebration too, so theres two cakes!  oh it's the crying boy's cake.  and my grandpa's cake  my grandpa!  john and his dad  again it's the elusive photographers.  and again.  my dad.  grandma  forgot to feature, the guy in white polo tee at the right is cousin lianquan! (:  the two cakes in action  see, the two photographers in action.  shot from the top!  everyone's revved up for the song!  again from the top!  and again.  jackson uncle!  preparing for the cake  the preparations in process.  my mother acting cute.  see!  irene and me  okay shakey hands.  family shot!  and the power of timer!  now i wanted to take it again but mistake, now everyone 'WOOI!' me.  again family shot!  at kbox!   that's all that i have today. take care! (: |
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