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things i will miss after i go NS. ):
Sunday, April 05, 2009 @ 3:27 AM
 not everyone in the picture, but u get the picture. (: (irene + joyce, i couldnt find any photos of you two, but anyway, thanks for going to hotpot with me, and planning the surprise, 看我！  vanessa sadly i couldn't get u to see me- see la wake up late, but yupp, the next time u see me im botak alr. =/ sad right?  sujing managed to see my last hair look, and thanks for coming to settlers to send me off. (: and don purposely celebrate on 7th april ah.  chalet- kickass drunkfest man. sounds gay but im gna miss these people man, hopefully i can still hang out with you ppl even after i get enlisted.  u know where u stand. (: and lets stay strong even though we cant be like tgt as often. take care of yourself when im not around, rmb to eat meat as well, don just eat half pack of rice. D : rest alot too, stay healthy and wait for me to come out! (: seriously, 2 more days, till an entire change in my environment, right now im sitting on my bed, under my aircon, and hands on my laptop, 48 hrs later, i'll probably be on the bunk bed, .................. shit. take care everybody. original title of the post i have been planning for, 'best time of my life'
Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 12:13 AM
'how about i don waste your time in your life anymore?' that was your message i got from you just now. and i was intending to blog about this period being the best time of my life. nonetheless i shall go ahead with my post. this is the time, where i have everything i want, and ever, yes thank God for making this good life for me. (: why do i say this is the best time of my life, because the road ahead is the route which all 'medically fit' Singaporean males have to walk. and that would mean leaving the comfort of my friends, family, all the luxury i enjoy now, and mostly leaving Keli for physical training, male bonding, and toughening up my physical and mental and emotional stamina. Hopefully i will come out of it tougher than i was before, and to see all that i have still with me. family, friends, money, love, and a not bad result for my A's. family: mum and dad have been extra nice to me recently, so no complaints, and irene, lets meet up before i go NS. (: friends: been having chats and outings at pubs and jogging tgt. hopefully the plan to hold the chalet succeeds. Bryan pls gather the horde for the chalet and if possible ask the girls to join. (can share cost) hahahah. money: thanks to work at tivoli audio, i have sufficient money to finance my spending. (: love: i say it's like heaven or hell when im with you, heaven because you just make me feel happiness ive never felt before; all the things we did together, Hans, working together and donuts after work, attending the open houses tgt, swimming, we seem to do everything together, and i don know if it's healthy, i cant help but i feel this strong dependence on you. Yet it feels so good to depend on you, and know even if the whole world crumbles and lies, you are true. and this is how i feel now, and i hope that this feeling will last. hell in the sense that because im so attached to you, whenever we fight and quarrel, it just feels so lonely, and i am like without having something to look forward the next morning, and yeah, ive already told you, my phone's photos are all pictures of you. well, maybe im not a frequent user of my phone camera, but yeah, we meet each other almost every other day, and yeah, some might say it's unhealthy for a couple to meet daily; the feelings will fade into normalcy or even monotony, but i think otherwise, sorry if i offend anyone else but i have to say i only feel at ease when im talking and conversing with you, and even if it's my buddies, i have some fear of saying something to hurt them and it is really mentally straining for me, someone with a blunt tongue, thats why i usually hold my piece, although my facial expressions betray me. anyway, you make me feel comfortable, and i can tell you anything, and you can tell me anything, without fear of persecution. So i don't wna lose someone so important to me, thats why it's hellish in the sense whenever we fight, we just shake the love away and really just go at each other. (btw we just made up.) oh the good thing bout us is we make up easily. (: still, me going to NS will be a challenge for the both of us, take care of yourself, and wait for me. (: time for photos. HANS  the not so nice cakes  the lemon tart and strawberry pie which kicks ass! (:  they call this (the beautiful ending) thats it. a levels
Monday, March 02, 2009 @ 9:44 PM
i know i'm screwed, but just don screw me too hard.Friday the 6th 2009, i want u to come fast, yet i don want u here. oh well, hope all is well. best of luck everybody. random charity
Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 11:05 PM
i donated money to the SPCA today. (:无奈
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 @ 11:38 PM
 1962 (gunshots were heard) he falls, lying on no man's land, between the walls he built himself. bleeding, his friend succeeded, he failed. Screams of pain incessantly filled the afternoon sky, his cries of help was echoed against the murmurs of the crowd gathering on both sides, he was trapped. MURDERERS! MURDERERS! goes the crowd, protesting against the guards. yet, no one helped him, there he was, in no man's land, his life, leaking away in front of the journalists, the soldiers, the people. 'DO NOTHING', the officers commanded, what happened to the crusaders of truth, have they been blinded by fear? an hour's past, he breathed his last, and came the guards, to clean up the mess, and years went, and memorials were erected, to remind our children, of the murderers who killed Peter, and the accomplices who stood by and watch him die. RIP: Peter Fechter 14 January 1944 - 17 August 1962. appreciation. (:
Monday, December 29, 2008 @ 1:31 AM
a big thank you to all my friends who celebrated my bday for me and for the wellwishes, (i know it's abit late for expressing my gratitude, better late than never)thanks vans, sk, bryan, keli for coming to the kbox session on the 18th and i really enjoyed the session with you all- the songs, esp the choco cake, thanks VANESSA! (the cake on the face was cool too) (: and a BIG thank you to sk and bryan for the tshirt and cd. really liked it alot. Really, thanks for taking time and the effort to come kbox. really ho gan dong!      a big thanks to the clique shasha, mengli, seokpeng, szeying, lengshan, stella, linda, bestia, weijian, yy, (hope i didn't miss anyone out) for celebrating the day, along with xmas with me and weijian. and for the presents- really 谢谢你们！ (Below is seokpeng's card and the polotee i got from clique)   and on the actual day itself, really thanks, my dear girl for making the day really wonderful and memorable, i know i am sincere when i say this, and you really made it complete. u know i wanted practical stuffs, and u went out of the way to get me them, along with the not practical ones. i will wear the shirt tmr to pub. (: and your countdowns, with the BIG BIG HEART. (: i will remember what you have done for me. (: and i hope i could make your bday swee swee too. im sure it can be done. I love you, thanks for everything you have done for me, sweetie.  the countdown heart paper (:  the card you made which compiled my friends' messages. (:  your personal card for me! ((((:  the inside of the card - : D  our 大头帖 (it is actually blocks of wood decorated on all dimemsions. )  premium  the front.  cube cube.  my practical stuff! (: (oh theres another tshirt but i cant upload the pic donno why...) ): anws thankyou baby for the presents and for spending the whole day with me, i'm really really happy to have you. (:  stupid idiot. (: 手中的风筝放太快 回不来
Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 1:49 AM
 pretty bitch. (: line taken from a chinese song, and it's the first time im quoting lyrics. worked till four pm before leaving with keli, smth happened but i think can be solved. and yeah all my bad. don wait till the kite let go too fast, then theres no way to get it back, so yeah. anyway, met shikun today after dinner, and went to vivo -bused to- central -walked to- raffles place -walked to- marina square -bused to- outram area. oh i wna kp, a pork avoiding citizen very politely, while my friend was holding a cup full of hot chocolate and paying up at 7 11, knocked into him so politely and grunted ' top up cashcard! (x2) ' to the cashier. thats not it, after my friend gingerly went out of the store, and i was outside waiting, the guy knocked into him, I AM VERY SURE IT WAS AN ACCIDENT, and the HOT chocolate spilled over his hands and onto my sunburnt hands. KN*CC*. and he got so pissed he poured the whole cup away. well, society, has all kinds of scum, oh i mean people. then spent some time planning a holoclaust, (fuck the never again bullshit), okay im sounding like a Nazi, but i have nothing against semites, but yeah, maybe we can recondition some minorities. nvm. sorry if i sound like an extremist ( i still love racial harmony, one people one nation one Singapore!) sorry, out of point. but yeah, watch idiocracy, this movie is funny, and it's true, people are getting stupider and stupider. www.movie6.net search idiocracy, or sth like that. (: have fun watching, and peekchures!    just look at her. still pretty bitch. |
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