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family?
Thursday, August 07, 2008 @ 7:01 pm
i really feel connected at times of loneliness with the giants and figures in literature. oh anyways, this national day is gonna be a special one, guess why? because my paternal family has decided, (extended family) to hold a gathering at some aunt's house, which is good. although i feel excited thinking about it, but i know i shouldn't think this way, but im thinking to myself not to get my hopes too high. For i think some people wouldn't be there. for a start, my nuclear family has one member unwilling to go. like wtf? not mentioning any names here, but really, what happened to blood ties and kinship? oh, and i rmb at CNY, the last time we met, people were all so superficial. i yearn for an extended family. why? because it's 热闹. yeah, cant believe it huh, oh i sure hope to see my like this year then discovered and only God-sister. (: anticipated. (no she is only primary 6, im not a pedophile.) anyway,i really think i should not carry on blindly but i cant help it. infatuated. FUCK. (i think i really shouldn't end the post that way) so more about my God-sister. I have like known her since she was young. yet, i didn't know she's my half sibling. then, being the ultimate asshole that i am, towards young kids, i bullied her, like to the extent that she didn't dare to come into the playroom to play, oh the playroom was my bedroom. okay not getting sick but yah, then i allowed all the other cousins to come in but not her, =x anws, i got abit like perplexed when i grew older 15-17, that why this cousin so scared of me. lols. then during this CNY i realised, she said i bullied her alot so she's damn afraid of me, but not now i guess, oh then my dad told me she's my godsibling, my ah ma arranged it, she says im the only child, wants to give me a sibling, well although i only see her once or at most twice a year, im so gonna spoil her, LOL! (be nice to her during the next gathering) okay back to econs mugging. (don disappoint me, family) |
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