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airport
Monday, August 04, 2008 @ 8:11 pm
u know, recently i've been going to the airport and looking at those people leaving this piece of land for other lands have made me realise how big the world really is. and i really yearn to leave this land, on a trip to wherever my legs bring me. and my destination? quoth Stella, a place where i get accepted. There is this sense of injustice in me that makes me feel that i should have been born a better person, or at least bred a better one. Well, my mediocre countenance and altitude. Besides this, i feel very sore whenever people go woah look at that person, (and exclaims how apt that person is in some field of expertise) and i feel extremely inferior whenever that happens, for i am not bred/born with these skills or talents. yes, flying away will not solve my problems, it is human to judge and whenever there's humans, i will be compared with and judged. hence, i seek solace in my friends. those who i trust in and feel comfort with, yet, most if not all of them have talents and whenever im with them i just feel that i suck. okay (junkai is behaving like a gigantic pussy) and i have many things others might not get to enjoy, relatively good family, not so smart not so stupid intellect, and i guess thats all.someday, i will find someone, who would accept me for the person that i am. when will that day come, when i can find Biddy? but for now i shall pin my hopes on Estella. Why Pip (as in the Charles Dickens Pip) love Estella that much and is willing to be a gentleman to get her? Will someone answer my question? |
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